Everything in life,
was it just a dream?
or it really happen?
i felt that whatever i wish
for it doesn't happen at all..
but it happen in the opp. way..
Was it my fault for falling in love
with someone? was it my fault for
meeting him in real life? was it my
fault or god fault?! Or in the future,
my life is already in this state?
From Sec 1 till now, was it my wishful
thinking? was it a dream? if is a dream
it's a nightmare.. In my life, this doesn't
happen before.. it has started since you
appear infront of me.. in my life..
you said you will hate me forever, but on
my birthday, i made a wish, i said
"i wish you won't hate me"
but did it come true? i din know.. but you
will hate me, why you din take any action
for hating me? i don't ppl hate me .. cos
my hate list is full no space you squeese
your name in..
If one day, i really so damn sad, i will go to
any of the buildings thnn jump down.. as i
rather die than being torture by some idiots
in my class.. as it really really really really
hurt.. you din try it before and you don't
know how it feels like when you are torture
by a guy.. the feeling sucks to the core ..
i hate this feelings..
sometimes i just called you your nick, than
you seems like you are angry with me for
just that reasons. but you? you said me how
many times i also can take it, but how about you?
why can't you take it? ..
Everytime you said me whatever things, my heart
have a scar.. no matter how i stick it tape it, it will
still have the scar..
i tried and tried to hold my tears back.. but it still
dropping .. heart is breaking into half.. it can't be
back agn.. T.T
You're all I ever wanted ;
